Wednesday, March 31, 2010

GOD ADDS NO sorrow

I'm so Excited about THE BLESSINGS and the TRIUMPHS OF A LOVING & MERCIFUL FATHER IN HEAVEN WHO CALLS Me DAUGHTER(Isaiah 02:02-04:06 & 2 Corinthians 06:18) & FRIEND(Psalm 08:03-09, Proverbs 18:24, 17:17 & 19:4).
HE KEEPS DOING GREAT THINGS FOR Me and I just burst Wanting to Tell It All.
Yes, LORD & SAVIOR HAS CONSISTENTLY LOVED & FORGAVE Me when I wasn't even Aware of my existence forsaking my wrongs. Ugh that just sounds yucky.
I Can Testify to HIS LOVE(HE SAVED Me), HIS MERCY(Kept me Alive 40+ in spite of my sins), HIS HEALING(spent more than 30+ yrs. in & out of hospitals & physical rehabilitation doctors pronounced me dead & predicted death other psycho analysis), HIS POWER TO TRANSFORM(I'm Not who I use to be), HIS WISDOM(Only HE KNEW me, cause I lost me & created 18 others seeking Me), HIS UNDERSTANDING(i would have thumped me out of my hand had i been god we sang HE'S GOT THE WHOLE WORLD IN HIS HAND...), & Best of All I've Come To Know HIS PEACE(Isaiah 09:06 & John 14:27)...
If I'd stopped Searching Until just the Last 06 months When I Found GOD'S UNCONDITIONAL PEACE Dwelling Within Me for I had Renewed My Thoughts that Ushered Change In My Attitude That Welcomed PEACE. Didn't have to die(physically) to Achieve it thought it(the Testing of My Faith-we call problems, issues, attacks.., it's just our flesh fighting for attention) but your mind will make you believe you're dying physically(it hurts to be wrong or to lose control). Prior to October 2009 I would have done anything my flesh desired and it desired nothing. Seriously it just wanted to live in an igloo alone but with a lot of love(right in San Francisco with an enormous Family), the mind truly is a terrible thing to wast.
I wasted time on frivolous jargon awaiting membership to a society lost. That's ridiculous(but it was my Reality)!
I Can Testify of Change( My Uncle George Gave visual to Tramaine & Love Center Choir's Spiritual Song back in 1976 but I didn't Recognize it until 1994 then Experienced It 2009).
I don't react I Respond, I don't get mad(I'm working on anger but mad was anger out of control) I Retreat TO THE THRONE OF GRACE & HAVE GOD REPAIR My Thoughts & STRENGTHEN My Ability To Love in spite of.
GOD KEEPS DOING MARVELOUS THINGS & PERFORMING unimaginable MIRACLES. Babies being Born are Miracles we take for granted.
But New Life & Second Chances Are Rare MIRACLES THAT ONLY GOD CAN GRANT. Doctor's are limited in power due to "practice" see they only obtain the knowledge as we arrive with something ailing us and they get to explore. I was addicted to hospitals my mind would physically conjure up a project for some specialist, bio, obgyn, gastro-intestinal, etc. been cut from neck to toe and toted several devices, breathing, cleansing, fumigating/irrigating yuck...
Okay so My Testimonies are evidence of GOD'S PRESENCE IN OUT & AROUND My Existence. Sometimes I just happened to be in the position to Observe GOD AT WORK in An other's Existence and they were totally unaware that it WAS GRACE THAT RESCUED them they(I used to) often mistake GOD'S WORK for the conniving vocabulary of an institutionalized individual seeking vulnerable prey to brainwash and control to relieve his/her own guilty conscience. A terrible waste of mind and energy.
I've Acknowledged GOD Positioning Me For HIS BLESSING & me(My former self) cancelling HIS PLAN for Chuck, Bruce or Allen's theory and previously failed relationship abnormalities.
That's MERCY AT WORK because If I knew then what I know now(I've known but ignored) I would not have Testimony of My own but others failed testimonies and experiences that somehow seem to look better than my own. The Mind...
If Peace is not in Your Aura then you've been disConnected FROM GOD & NEED A NEW LINE.
When Your intentions are Good but it goes wrong, check your flesh & Revive Your Spirit. Somehow you've permitted evil into your space and it's doing what it does taking advantage of your weakness to Observe it seeking Your Joy & Peace.
Rush to The Emergency ROOM OF GRACE & FORGIVENESS Restore GOD'S WILL OVER your own and Proceed with Caution(continue denying flesh attention) & Confidence(Know THAT GREATER IS HE THAT IS WITHIN You than he that is in the world).
Scams, riches, promises and false prophecies or fortunes are devices like relationships that will Test your Faith & Strength or Trust IN THE LORD & HIS ABILITY TO TAKE CARE OF You.
I mean HE TOOK CARE OF me when I wasn't aware I Needed HELP(LET ALONE HIS), why Wouldn't HE TAKE CARE OF Me Now that I'm Living The Best I Can To Please HIM BECAUSE I'M GRATEFUL HE SAVED Me? HE DOES. HE ALWAYS DID. HE ALWAYS WILL. We leave HIM, We abandon HIS AUTHORITY for "bling & glamor" tempory and unnecessary worries to distract You from Purpose & Design. From http://niv.scripturetext.com/proverbs/10.htm
The proverbs of Solomon:
A wise son brings joy to his father,
but a foolish son grief to his mother.
2Ill-gotten treasures are of no value,
but righteousness delivers from death.
3The Lord does not let the righteous go hungry
but he thwarts the craving of the wicked.
4Lazy hands make a man poor,
but diligent hands bring wealth.
5He who gathers crops in summer is a wise son,
but he who sleeps during harvest is a disgraceful son.
6Blessings crown the head of the righteous,
but violence overwhelms the mouth of the wicked.a
7The memory of the righteous will be a blessing,
but the name of the wicked will rot.
8The wise in heart accept commands,
but a chattering fool comes to ruin.
9The man of integrity walks securely,
but he who takes crooked paths will be found out.
10He who winks maliciously causes grief,
and a chattering fool comes to ruin.
11The mouth of the righteous is a fountain of life,
but violence overwhelms the mouth of the wicked.
12Hatred stirs up dissension,
but love covers over all wrongs.
13Wisdom is found on the lips of the discerning,
but a rod is for the back of him who lacks judgment.
14Wise men store up knowledge,
but the mouth of a fool invites ruin.
15The wealth of the rich is their fortified city,
but poverty is the ruin of the poor.
16The wages of the righteous bring them life,
but the income of the wicked brings them punishment.
17He who heeds discipline shows the way to life,
but whoever ignores correction leads others astray.
18He who conceals his hatred has lying lips,
and whoever spreads slander is a fool.
19When words are many, sin is not absent,
but he who holds his tongue is wise.
20The tongue of the righteous is choice silver,
but the heart of the wicked is of little value.
21The lips of the righteous nourish many,
but fools die for lack of judgment.
22The blessing of the Lord brings wealth,
and he adds no trouble to it.
23A fool finds pleasure in evil conduct,
but a man of understanding delights in wisdom.
24What the wicked dreads will overtake him;
what the righteous desire will be granted.
25When the storm has swept by, the wicked are gone,
but the righteous stand firm forever.
26As vinegar to the teeth and smoke to the eyes,
so is a sluggard to those who send him.
27The fear of the Lord adds length to life,
but the years of the wicked are cut short.
28The prospect of the righteous is joy,
but the hopes of the wicked come to nothing.
29The way of the Lord is a refuge for the righteous,
but it is the ruin of those who do evil.
30The righteous will never be uprooted,
but the wicked will not remain in the land.
31The mouth of the righteous brings forth wisdom,
but a perverse tongue will be cut out.
32The lips of the righteous know what is fitting,
but the mouth of the wicked only what is perverse.

Oh how Good and How Pleasant it is for brethren to Dwell together in Unity.
I Testify THAT THE PEACE OF GOD CAN/WILL RULE IN Your Heart if you allow it to and You Will Be Thankful. Be Blessed

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