I'm not sure why I feel impelled to discuss the matter of "mothers" denying their children the privilege of inheritance & biological history, but here it is.
Actually my brother who transitioned from the present to rest until Judgment Day is rumored to have left two sons which I'm not certain about no testing was done and two girls that were tested and proven to be his offspring, one of which was born shortly after his death and the other a little more than a year before have seemingly vanished with the services that followed his exit from drama and hardship.
I remember the excitement in his voice when he phoned about one of those boys whose mother went above and beyond the duty to inform me and members of our family personally that her son was not my brothers and that she had repeatedly told him the truth.
I was standing at my brothers casket the night of his wake and this little boy walked beside me and when I looked down I saw my brother's face(a younger version) staring me in the eye. It had been 05 years since I last saw this child and even then I thought he looked a lot like my brother but the mother told me more than once that we were all mistakenly hopeful.
It has been 07 years since my brother died and I only saw that child two or three times since the funeral. The mother explained she was upset at my brother that's why she said the child wasn't his. I forgave her out of need to have a connection to my brother still alive. We kept in touch briefly as she changes addresses like jewelry or clothing. I use to contact her father every time she changed her phone number until I decided it was not fair that I keep interfering with his life to achieve his daughters number.
I'm constantly beating myself for that decision because the number I had for him is now "no longer in service".
The girls were given to the State who placed them with 11 other children their mother had but the state cares for. I exchanged information with the foster mother at the funeral who kept promising to allow me access to the girls but canceled every date we set to make that happen.
Wow, it hurts so bad to want to embrace my brother and can't but knowing his children are just somewhere in the neighborhood aggravates the agony.
I watch Maury a lot because according to his show half of the United States don't know who their daddy is. I didn't know women would create problems for their children to settle scores with the men who donated paternity without the responsibilities that evolve that status.
Some women have tested more than 10 men and still haven't found "you are the father".
Being a woman I actually do identify with the knowledge of women's devious plans or plots toward society not just their significant others.
I just don't agree with the harming of children. I consciously refused to bring children into a world I was not comfortable living in or had issues with.
Perhaps my selfishness marred my destiny but I don't have any children I left unattended while I was searching to identify myself. Though sometimes now my flesh will use that decision to sink into the past or delve into deep depressions for long periods of time. Thank GOD for Repentance & Salvation and THE GIFT OF HIS HOLY SPIRIT that Leads Us Unto Righteousness devoid our flesh-Romans 8:12-17.
I consistently deny my flesh it's pity-parties & Rise above the dramatic obstacles that distract My Goal & obstruct My Praise of ALMIGHTY GOD Who Loved Me more than I loved myself because while I was full of denial & rejection of HIS TRUTH, HE PROTECTED & PROVIDED for me.
I located a site: http://www.worldfathersunion.com/LIST.htm that examples various devices a mother would use against the father but harming the child.
The state our societies have reduced to are like a market for profit against the Youth and innocent children.
I've had to experience severe losses(lives of beloved) a normal stage of life. However my flesh would find a reason to procrastinate my destiny out of guilt perceived as affection.
Falling on an open grave or prison cell equipted with a virtual guard that threatens you with accusations.
When I'm faced with those realities now I beg GOD FOR forgiveness because I can't do anything about the people I've hurt with bad attitudes or accusations that harmed them like I hurt now.
You really do Reap(harvest) what you sow(plant)Galatians 6:7!
I wish there was a way for all parents to recognize the harm being done to the children in the name of love.
Many children that experienced abuse grow up to abuse also, that's what frightened me about parenting.
However, I look back over my life and I was never abused, oh sure I was disciplined but never for anything I didn't do or manipulate getting done.
Looking back spiritually I can discern the spirit of Cain who killed his brother out of envy(he skipped right past jealousy) because Able chose to GIVE GOD his best and Cain chose to give the fruit that had fallen off the tree to the ground(meaning it had lost it's flavor).
Cain certainly could have chosen to do well but opted to keep the best for himself and give GOD the waste.
Well, I always wanted everything but didn't exactly want to be responsible. I looked for men that I knew had problems but felt I could solve if only I could get them away from her(whoever she was) then I would only stay for as long as the emotion was high when the wicker stopped flicking my heart quit ticking.
A Sad commentary but the truth, I was irresponsible and unaccountable.
Thank GOD for CHANGE. If only I can wave a wand and cure the silly-laden women from their blindness before the children become adults.
We Need to be informed of the elements working against us because GOD'S WORD SAYS, "MY People Are Destroyed for lack of Knowledge(GOD)because you have rejected Knowledge I ALSO WILL REJECT you." Hosea 4:6
We Were Instructed in Psalms 22:6 to "Train up a child in the way he should go and when he is old he will not depart from it."
Who's training if everyone is arguing and fighting or divorcing?
Children are Instructed to "Honor their parents that their days would be long on the earth(longevity in life). The Father's are the Head of Households and the Covering of the Women from principalities of darkness. He is Instructed not to provoke the Children to wrath but to "Bring them up in the Training and Admonition of THE LORD" Ephesians 6:1-4.
I can only refer to Prover 31: for the Instructions for the women of the home.
In a book, "The Power of a GODLY HOME" Pastor C.O. Sanya says,"A home is quite different from a house; in that the former(home) comes into place after Marriage, while the latter(house) is a physical structure.
Marriage is designed for one to Meet the inCompleteness of the other, to Meet the problem of the Human Race that started with Adam-loneliness(Genesis 2:18).
"GOD SAW that is was not Good for man to be alone, so HE CREATED A COMPANION for him. Therefore it is an affair of COMPLETENESS, a Great Responsibility to Provide Fellowship, to Protect, To Give Pleasure to one another. This in turn Generates Power and fosters Unity Between two People."
Designed to bring Joy and Happiness not saddness and sorrow.
Let these Prayers be Prayed: From Dr. D.K. Olukoya's 2010 70 days Fasting and Prayers Programme: Let the Foundation of My Life be REPAIRED and Begin to Carry DIVINE PROSPERITY in The Name OF JESUS.
O LORD REDEDICATE My Life to Fulfill YOUR PURPOSE in the Name of JESUS.
All stubborn pursuers in my life I Command yu to die in the Name of JESUS.
Every demonic reinforcement against my life Break in the Name OF JESUS.
HOLY SPIRIT OF GOD PURGE my temple by Fire in the Name of JESUS.
Every demonic resistance to my Prayers Break in the name of JESUS.
FATHE GOD I Confess my sins and ask that YOU FORGIVE me and CLEANSE Me IN THE NAME OF JESUS.
IN YOUR AUTHORITY O LORD I Break the binding effect of anything evil ever put upon me from any source IN THE NAME OF JESUS.
I reject partial Freedom from every area of my life in JESUS NAME.
FATHER TEACH me to Be the Parent YOU DESIGNED AND PURPOSED me to be IN JESUS NAME.
FATHER COVER my Children WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS and KEEP them from the hands of the enemy IN JESUS NAME. Amen
I can only hope and Pray mightily that this abuse gets noticed and stopped, our jails are filling up with children who have never really had a chance to experience being a child.
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